aerieans & council 4eva

That I may be a humble vessel which you can use for your purposes, it would be my honour

2008-01-15T20:25:00.001+08:00

Well it has been donkey years since i last updated, but I just felt like updating suddenly. Everyone's moving on in life once again, looking back at my formative years in AHS and VJC I guess I am also moving on in life again.

Of cause now, I am doing nothing, looking for a job but not really getting one, because of working hours, kinda tough for me. Once again, Multi-Level Marketing comes knocking on the door, this time it is Venture Era and I am thinking again if this would be the best solution for me. Other jobs on the line are the telemarketing job and the Urban Blue Oasis restaurant.

Anyway life has come to a grinding halt for me because the process of studying has suddenly stopped for me and sometimes i feel like my brain is already degenerating. Thinking of digging out my jc maths sums and start doing again, at least exercise the mind into doing some work.

The past few years has really been a big change in my life, from the things I do and the way I do things now it would be quite a shocker a few years ago that i would be leading a life like that now. 3 years ago, my life was in a mess and even though everything on the surface in life was perfect and was like superb, but deep down inside i knew that God wasn't around in my life. It finally broke one day when i attended a cell group meeting which i had long backslided from and the CGL or somebody shared that if we do not hear from God, then we do not know God. Now that scared me, because partly I didn't want to go to hell, and i was just curious. Because since young I have been longing for something tangible from God, something which I know would leave a mark in my life. Perhaps when I was young i was tender to God and trusted God. I remembered when i was in a St John Camp in sec2 i told God that if he would deliever me out of the St John Camp i wold stop my lifestyle and go back to him and eventually i became sick during the camp.

I grew old, got into a relationship, strayed from God by not going fellowship anymore, den became the VP of student council and after the handover that's when God honoured the promise i made, for me. I felt extremely empty inside of me. Everything was meaningless, becoming famous, having a name for myself, making many friends seems like something that will become nothing in matter of time. And i had this sense of lostness in my spirit, and i longed for something to fill the hole in my heart that i was feeling.

I rememberd all the things people say, that God is truly the only one who could satisfy us, the desire in our hearts. Yada yada with all the crap about wad we have a hole that God could fill. But i just decided to give God a try again, I tried going to CHC and KPC (Mr Chua's church), but i just couldn't find what i was looking for in God. One day the CSCC AHS outreach came knocking on the door, juli handed me a postcard to invite me for One Big Day! And I decided that I would like to go to just see, and find some purpose in my own life.(also because got free food and alot of AHS ppl going) So When I reached there, I almost did not respond to the salvation call but thanks to tiffany, (she encouraged me to go forward, Tiffany if it wasn't for you that very faithful day, i wouldn't have been saved today.) I went upfront to accept Jesus as my Lord and saviour. Finally the road embarking for me for a relationship with God started, maybe you were like me at the point of time i did not feel anything special when I accepted Jesus, but as the weeks went by the relationship with God just grew and I finally found that which I have been looking for and from then on I dedicated my life to His Kingdom and just want to do the things that he wants me to do. It has been a long journey to the day that I got saved, truly saved and born again as they always say. To me He has just been so faithful to me and its amazing to see what He could do to deliever me. No more shame and hiding from that secret sin which I was struggling with. Of cause many things had to be sorted out in my life, but I gladly welcomed God to change me, because i knew that there's no other reason that I should live my life for from there onwards. Not just in the mind know, but in my heart I knew that, that would be the right choice.

Finally Christianity no longer was a religion but a relationship.

That was the beginning of my love story, its realli like the song of songs, loving one another getting intimate with Him. Longing for His presence and just wanting to kiss the lips of Him and see Him and get to be His beloved whom he has run after for since the day that I was born. (To me you have run over the hills upon the mountains) He's captured my heart as he has captured many other hearts....

I am glad that His love is not only extended to me, but to everyone else that would allow him to also. My life changed, yours can be changed too, if you would give your life to him.
(I never understood in the past why ppl were so committed to Church, but now I know the reason why)

I dunno what I would be doing now if it wasn't for You. Thank You for the grace You showed. The only sacrifice worth giving You is my whole life, because everything else belongs to You. You gave me my talents and my skills, but my life I choose to give to You. Forever may Your name be lifted up and raised higher than the heavens!Praise be to God, who reigns forever! Amen!

A Day Out on the Beach

2007-09-23T00:17:00.000+08:00

Well! A really cool thing just happened. So long nv blog. bUt i decided to blog this down because it meant something to me. Well, yesterday was finally the end of the prelim examinations, thankz to all those who have been praying for me! Especially YaoYi, my sheep, hahaz, he has been faithfully praying for me, really thank him for showing such care and concern for me.

Yesterday Night, was a meeting with Pastor Joaquim, and then we served the pastors at the T3 of the Church. It was really funneh, cause there were like candles on the table and the place was like romantic? hahaz but it was a nice serving the pastors, got people say we can be SIA liaoz. Actualli they just saying very good service la. Hahaz.

BUdden of cause that is not the main thing la. The happy thing that I had was going out with Zach SYL after the meeting. Been a long time since i went out with him just to go out and share our hearts and just talk about anything. He has really been a good friend to me and I really appreciate his presence in my life as a fren, of cause there are others. But I wanna thank him especially. We went to the beach after the meeting, den we started walking along east coast and just talking, hahaz, it was fun. We ended up on one of the beaches tired from walking and ended up sitting on the sand, den lying on the sand. Hahaz...so funnehz. We acty wanted to find breakwater one...budden cannot find breakwater got privacy one ar. hahaz...guess wad we did at the beach? SING! hahaz...of cause our favourite past time is to sing when we're at the beach, one of us will sing the melody and the other one would harmonise along. (though it wasn't what we did mainly for that night, we sort of talked more than sung)

Anywayz we talked till 3am in the morning...and we didn't even realised it was already that earli in the morning. hahaz...den i said i wanted to eat breakfast at mac...so we waited till breakfast time opens which i now know is 4am. hahaz....His family so funnehz, bolt the door! Den we got key open the wooden door also cannot open, in the end have to trouble Uncle Su (His father) to open the door for us. Hahaz, den after eating the breakfast i was so tired, and yet dirty with sand, so i just slept on his living room floor, cause i didn't wanna dirty his bed. So i was like actually drifting into sleep liaoz...hahaz, den he call me up ask me go his room sleep. Den he let me sleep his bed (as always), budden this time i say dun wan...cause bu hao yi si ma...so dirty den sleep his bed. Den he say nvm just sleep la...its ok one. Den when i refuse he said..sleep la...hahaz BUdden i very nice...i took away the blanket and place it on his desk, so that i can keep minimum damage. hahaz. I'm touched by his friendship, simple acts sometimes defines alot of things, and his simple act made me feel like i am special to him. =] THankz Buddy...you rockz.

Btw your family has got very good hospitality. Hahaz...realli rocks de lo! Your parents are ultra nice also, and i played Scrabble with his family before...hahaz. So fun! Heh...=] I love all my friends, and i want to thank them for being part of my life. Especially those who have stood by me. thankz. =] David Ng Yang Sheng that includes you, thankz for taking interest in my life, i appreciate you too...your just real to me, which is good. Sometimes we just get too clouded by all the religiosity that Christians take on overtime, that we don't realise that we all face struggles, we all have weaknesses. All hiding under a mask, because we're afraid that if we let the world know who we truly are on the inside us, they'll despise us. --> Stained Glass Masquerade.

Stained Glass Masquerade

Is there anyone that fails
Is there anyone that falls
Am I the only one in church today feelin’ so small

Cause when I take a look around
Everybody seems so strong
I know they’ll soon discover
That I don’t belong

So I tuck it all away, like everything’s okay
If I make them all believe it, maybe I’ll believe it too
So with a painted grin, I play the part again
So everyone will see me the way that I see them

*Chorus*
Are we happy plastic people
Under shiny plastic steeples
With walls around our weakness
And smiles to hide our pain
But if the invitation’s open
To every heart that has been broken
Maybe then we close the curtain
On our stained glass masquerade

Is there anyone who’s been there
Are there any hands to raise
Am I the only one who’s traded
In the altar for a stage

The performance is convincing
And we know every line by heart
Only when no one is watching
Can we really fall apart

But would it set me free
If I dared to let you see
The truth behind the person
That you imagine me to be
Would your arms be open
Or would you walk away
Would the love of Jesus
Be enough to make you stay

Chorus x2

Well if the invitation’s open
To every heart that has been broken
Maybe then we close the curtain
On our stained glass masquerade

Is there anyone that fails
Is there anyone that falls
Am I the only one in church today feelin’ so small

A Crate that is yet to be opened...what's your destiny? Do you know where you are headed?

Career???

2007-03-22T22:31:00.000+08:00

Have been thinking for the past few weeks and months perhaps, what career should i go into. I am still not sure, in school they're talking about all the scholarships yet i dunno wad i wanna take in university. This is so ...dunno which career to go into. Nothing really interests me, i definitely won't want to do research work, neither do I wanna do something which is uninteresting and boring.

My church fren Wendy Yu asked me to go do the myer briggs test to see which career i am suited to go into. Hahaz...she did mention something about me liking to establish deep and meaningful relationships.I think more than having a lot of friends, I think one thing that i really treasure is a friendship that is really established deeply and meaningfuly. I think it's because of something that someone mentioned about Hi-Bye friends and friends that you can really sit down and talk to. I really enjoy having friends around me who I know care for me and I care for them. I like to be around people whom I have a relationship with( Not BGR), it makes me happy to be able to spend time with them. So when I work, i really would like to establish good relationships, not just being colleagues.

And something else, I find great satisfaction in investing in a youth's life, not refering to church work, but in a youth's life whether is it in the secular or non secular. I like to see youths being raised up into the potential that they can be, and also see them mature. Also seeing youths being assured of who they are and being confident of themselves and knowing that they are loved. I love the pleasure of investing in a youth's life, or just making a difference in someone's life and hear them say thank you at the end of the day when they've accomplished something which their potential enables them or that I have made a difference in their lives. Or just them being happy. I like to give advice to younger ones, and share with them experiences if any and just inspire them to be who they can be. I love working with youths, perhaps because of the energy the youths have (say until like i am like an old man like that...hahaz).

I also like to do planning work, and also analyzing a system and doing improvements to the system which is already in place. And also like to plan activities, i actually considered if I could do a camp planning kinda thing for youths. Those Adventure Camps that challenge youths to meet different objectives and come out of the camp different. I think its kinda cool, cause you get to plan camps and activities and also get to interact with youths and also get to do all the adventurous stuff. I think whenever you take on a new fren, a new junior a new youth, its a cool thing. I personally think that a CCA is more than just wad we're doing, but a place where we develop people, with skills that they can bring even after they leave the cca. Which includes values and principles that they can stick by. Every life is important, and I believe that we all can make a difference in someone else's life also, as someone else is also making a difference in our life. I like camp planning, i love the process of camp planning, especially with a close group of frens. I believe work environment should be fun yet professional in our dealings. I think the process of the work is as important as the outcome. If not it would just be another organization. I think what realli marks a good organization from another is also the relationships within the steering committee. It would cause the members of the company to also be involved and engaged. So in a way. i do like the family feeling in particular AHS, which gives me a feeling of home.

I dunno if i have impacted any youths, or made any difference in anybody's life before, but I am happy to do it. And i dun expect anything in return...hahaz. I do it cause I really love youths and i want them to become who they were meant to be and know that each of them are special. Not only one, but everyone of them are special in their own way. I dunnoz wad am i suppose to be, maybe I can be like AHS's Coach Daniel, hahaz...i think it would be rather cool. And if I become a counsellor, i would really love to go back to AHS to work. Hahaz...=] AHS rocks...still my favourite school and forever will be. Though things may have changed alot there, but AHS is still AHS. =]

btw, if u got any suggestions what job i should go into, drop a note...cheers. till the next time, Adieus.

NOW is the time...

2006-05-21T20:36:00.000+08:00

it's time to wake up...

it's time for me to wake up...

it's time for war...

radical...

crazy...

passionate...

fire brands...

i am Yours forever...

wHat? Up in the Mountain...

2006-05-20T23:17:00.000+08:00

Today is Chin Meng Bdae!!! Happy Birthday to you!!! whee...another year older liaoz. =]...seen you grow from sec1(E.O.Y.) till now you sec4 liaoz.

yea...finally updating my blog. Nothing much to say also. hmmm...how's life in VJC? still can bahz, hahaz...i am in 06S38, it is a super cool class. hahaz...wad to say man! rockz rockz! yea, budden dun have any close frens la. guess i am not moving out of my social circle yet...still holding on to the yesterdays in AHS. want to move on also difficult bahz, hahaz. sorry if i a little diaoz in school la...hahaz. peng san...you guys still rock. the frenships forged in AHS is realli coolz man, some ahs students think jc life is better than ahs. hahaz...different people different views bahz. bud den again we cannot compare both together, cause both encompasses different culture. hahaz...vjc is like a cheering machine, hahaz...always cheering super coolz. they got good cheers man! Hahaz, realli miss ya guys sia, chinmeng, lao po - sermin, xavier, bla bla bla....hahaz. but the thing is that the world constantly changes...hahaz. So is AHS, so many things have changed within the school, teachers are leaving. wadeva...but the ahs spirit still lingers on. it is not about the school systems and the rules, it is about the bonds forged. If ahs has its students, it will still forever be ahs. hahaz.

hmmm, one of the things i realli liked about ahs is the family feel that it gave me. hahaz...everyday going to school is like going home. hahaz...i seldom stay back in vjc till latenights...budden in ahs is like have been staying back in school till very late last time. hahaz...and stay overnight there for so many nights liaoz thruout the 4 years. hahaz...friends change, hairstyles change, lifes change, only God remains the same.

anywayz air rifle rocks manz...realli love that cca. tho it is my only cca...hahaz. It gives me a homely feeling, something like that of AHS...super cool. hahaz...some place where warmth is more than jus the things on the surface. RoCk on Man AiR RiFlE ClUbz!!! Whoo Hoo...anywayz i got into the exco, air rifle training officer. hahaz.

snore...lotsa things are happening now. must start being a role model and do my homework already...hahaz. peng san..

even though there are problems surfacing, i know that Your always there
even when the waters of trouble rise around me, i know i am safe in Your arms.
Your name O Lord is a strong tower, the righteous run to it and are safe.

whom shall i trust Lord, but You alone.
whom shall i love Father, but You.
My life is at the altar, O Lord, let my life be a pleasing sacrifice for you.

O Lord, thank you for dealing with me.
i have been proud, humble me O Lord.
For who can stand before you and declare themselves as great.

For you alone deserve all glory and praise
And your name shall be exalted above all names
For you are the King of Kings, Lord of Lords, the all potentate.

i know that i am Your child,
i have found Your love
i will never leave You Father

i love You
i love You

Draw me near to your presence
Draw me near,
Let me be intimate with you O Lord

As the deer panthers for the waters,
Lord my soul yearns for You.
You are my heart's desire.
I long to worship You.

O Lord, you called to me, you bid me to come seek your face, "Lord, I am coming".

*It is up in the mountain where God reveals who He is, where He makes goodness to pass before us. Where he declares His name to us. Do you want to ascend the hill of the Lord too? God has been waiting for you. God did not call you into the kingdom, to do his works, it was never about the ministry, not only about preaching the gospel. It was all about intimacy with Him. He bore us on eagles wings, to Himself. That was God's purpose, for delivering us. That we might be His, and know Him intimately.

a BiG ThAnk u!!!

2006-01-08T16:18:00.000+08:00

Yepz...finally updating again...time flew realli fast thru out this few 4 years. When i was Sec1 i thot tt i still had a lot of time in AHS, and den within a blink of the eye here i am in junior college already. Thru out this 4 years in AHS there are so many things which are worth remembering and thinking about. And most importantly people who have made a difference in my life and people who i have to thank for, for making me who i am to be today and helping me along the way including listening to my problems and talking to me. Regardless of work, friendship or what. Whether I know you for 4 years, for 8years or even for a few months, I just want to say a big thank you to you guys for being there for me and havin the honour to be your fren.

But even b4 i start there is someone very special whom i would like to thank. The rest no order of merit for you guys. But this person is very special to me and he receives the top credit. He is Loh Chin Meng, 4C, Vice-president of 38th Batch Student Council, NCC PS, my closest fren.

Didi: Heyz, mengz...realli wanna thank you alot for everything you have done for me. I realli appreciate everything that you have done for me. Even tho i do not exactly show it but realli thanx alot for everything that you have done for me. You were the one who brought me to where i am today. You were the one who was there beside me durin my Presidential campaign to support me and cheer for me. And never ceasing to give me encouragements even when i felt discouraged. You were the one who helped me during the presidential campaign the most, and showed support for me. We have been thru many things together and spent alot of time with one another, and i appreciated the times spent with you. Whether was it playing or wad, i enjoyed the times that i have spent with you. I still remember we went cycling on one of the days and we cycled around tampines and den went back to pasir ris thru the park connector from tampines back to pasir ris and we cycled to many other areas and even went to macdonald after that. hahaz...and we had to share a meal because we both are bankrupt and we had to share a meal together. =] Doinkz...so funny, den later we cycled back home and i taught u biology on the way home about digestion hahaz. Apart from that, you were also there during my lowest times in my life, always there to show care and concern for me always about my health, studies and other stuff. And your always willing to lend a helping hand to me, whether was it in work or wad, but you were always willing to go the extra mile for a fren. And your truly a fren who is very special to me. I will always remember the times spent playin table tennis, cycling, etc. Even as times move on i still will keep in contact with you, because i do not want to lose this frenship which i have with you. As I have said before and will say again, your someone very special. You're a champ within yourself and you have your own strengths. For eg., you are very strong in listening in to others problems. You have to take time to discover your own talents and areas which you are strong in. I know many people always say this, but realli as you work as you go along, learn to pick up areas which you are strong in and try seeing how you can improve in that area. =]...i realli thank u from the bottom of my heart for all the things which you have done for me both great and small. Whether was it jus a birthday card which you made for me in sec2 or a christmas present. Or even small things like buying me a drink when i wanted to drink. Your the one who built my character up and made me see many areas in my life which needed change. And you saw to it that i changed and helped me along the way, that is whyz in a way you have shaped my life. And you have also thot me alot of things which i would never have learnt else where. Even tho we only met for two years plus, but it was the most wonderful period of time i ever spent with a fren b4. I had alot of fun and laughter with you. Amidst the conflicts, but we still had fun. And i realli thank u for it. Including jumping off the 4th floor to the 3rd...hahaz. And including playing around with the pull up bar. Ur realli good at it arhz...flip around at it. Never seen you do it for a long time le, but still remember the times that u do it. Hahaz...and also how well u can climb...i always hav trouble catching up with you. Hahaz...and last of all playing in the rain. Nobody can take the place and the things which you have done for me in the past few years. you've done so much for me that i dun think anybody else would be able to do that. And your the BEST chin meng. Really appreciated your frenship with me and i treasure the times that i had with u. Your the best fren anyone could i ever hav,....it is my honour to have a fren like you. And i think that i am unworthy of your frenship. Your truly a very good fren, and PEOPLE OUT THERE it is YOUR LOSS if YOU DUN BEFREN HIM!!! He is the most loyal person anybody can hav!!! Anywayz Believe in yourself, work hard, play hard like you used to, study hard and all the best for your 'O'reos this year k? Must get 6pts. If got anyting dunnoz can ask me or ying hui k? thank you...didi I know we will continue to keep in contact!!! Looking forward to the days ahead...=]

here jus three more other pple tt i realli wanna thx too...the rest also wanna thank you all!!! hahaz...anybody who have played a part in my life thankz alot!!!

Xavier: yoz yoz...heyz boi. realli thx alot arhz...hahaz. Been thru alot arhz...tough times and good times. Thx alot for showing so much support in council to aid me and juliana in council. Your one of the most enthusiastic members i hav on the list in student council. Hahaz...we are so coolz manz. We are like in same class, cca, council, exco and we are from the same primary sch. C'mon tell me how cool is that. And we are even in the same dance in sec2. Attitudez! hahaz...doinkz. Wanna thank you for showing support in council and st john. Hahaz...thank u for listening in to my problems with student council and st john. And always suggesting some ideas to help me, hahaz and of cause thinking of solutions. And sitting during lessons and den planning council stuff in between lessons. And being complained by teachers abt our tables being messy and talking too much in class...hahaz...so funny sia. Teachers so funny lorz....always say us for no reason. hahaz...table messy also wanna complain. Funny siaz...but it happens la. Both 4B and 4C always like that. hahaz...thx alot for everything. And appreciate your frenship tt we hav. And even tho we r in diff jcs, but we must keep in contact k? hahaz...doinkz. Anywayz allt he best man...and remember study hard arhz. Stop slackin alr!!! and stop bridging...=]

Hui Min: Han Sai!!! Thx alot arhz stinky poo poo...hahaz. Realli thank you for listening in to my problems. even tho know u for a short while only...as in i knew u b4 but started knowing u better only this year. Thx alot for listening la...hahaz. realli appreciated that, especially when i was sad. yea...=] Be happy your name is here k han sai...your tui hen mei...hahaz...good joke. Dunno wad so funny abt it...but i jus say it cause the rest asked me to. hahaz...doinkz. Anywayz smilez...=]

Kian Hwee: Yoz buddy...thx alot manz. Alwayz make me wait for u in the past arhz...whilst waiting for you to finish ur CS games. Hahaz...i was never an expertise in the LAN gaming or any type of games. THe brainwaves move to slow to react to fast games. Hahaz...doinkz. yea...hahaz.z..even tho we differnt class, cca, pri sch no link @ all. But still managed to end up as very good frens. hahaz...thx alot for all your help. and always ka-chioing me. hahaz....naughty boi. hahaz...realli enjoyed your company around and you've been funny guy. hahaz...even as we move on into the future. Let's continue keeping in contact k? hahaz...and study hard arhz...but sometimes results isn't everything. You have your strengths, work on it. For eg. gaming. Maybe you can be a world class cyber games expert. hahaz..

yea...to the rest...thankz for being my fren and listening to me crap and talk rubbish and also sharing your problems with me if you ever did. =]...i am glad that some of you trusted me with the things of your heart. =]...yea...jus wanna thank you all alot. Yepz...if got anything you would like to share...pls feel free to do so. I am available for counselling anytime...just dial 987-11-284.

Anybody who have played a part in my life...thx alot!!! yea...! whee...everybody out there...thankz alot alot man!

hahaz...but thx for all those who i know. Thx for all the times spent together and for your frenship. Cheers! And all the best in the year ahead...God Bless. =]

thx alot guys for everything u all hav done...=] Smilez always...

Send Revival!

2005-12-18T16:12:00.001+08:00

Been a long time since i last updated, been rather busy lately. Yea...the only thing i changed is the music that I am playing. It is the song <>>. Oh yea...so just updating on the events that hav happened so far.
Basically, nothing much had Graduation Night 2005 @ Fullerton Hotel. It was not bad, only that the food wasn't as good as i expected, tasted quite low class in fact. Urghz...horrible. And not to mention the hotel wasn't very good with hospitality, many things which they said on that day they did not do. So it was rather cheating on us like that la. Hahaz...horrendous. Nvm...but the main thing about grad night is not about the food or wad la. It is jus to spend time with your frens. The preparation for grad night was so crazy, we are like busy until like wad trying to rush finding an outfit to wear and making our dumb hairs. hahaz...on that day my hair was like shiny like wad like that. Dotz...yea. Anywayz that is not the excitin part abt the whole grad night la. It was after that when we went to Lau Pa Sat to eat supper, that is the fun part about the whole thing. Me, Hui Min, Ming Wei, Xavier, Jemima, Si Yao, Kelly, Evelyn, Jonathan, Hui Yin...yea. So we ate there and slept over at night there. Den me, hui yin and ming wei were talking...heh. Whee...den the next morning we caught the second morning train den Kelly, Evelyn, Me and Ming Wei went to send Isaiah, Juliana, Kenneth and Charles to indonesia for Missions Trip. Yea...and went to say bye bye in our grad night costumes. hahaz...zach also came in his blazer. Diaoz...Yea..that's all for grad night.

Oh well..and den after grad night there was the Nita Johnson seminar, followed by the Pat Schatzline Summit, den Saturate Camp! Whoo hoo...it was coolz. Really...learned alot during the whole duration and set me on something. Dunnoz...throughout the whole thing it was like sermon after sermon. But i wasn't bored by it, if it had been the me in the past i would have been like...oh snorez. hahaz...yepz. Doinkz...anywayz thru out the whole period there were some pple who ministered to me prophetically. Yepz...whee. Looking forward to the next holiday fully packed again with such activities.

Lastly, orientation is coming. ok...yea! Whee..ok..that's it! My batch is planning the night games...that's all. My batch logo...rockz. whee.

We're looking to the promise of old,

that if we pray,

and humble ourselves.

That You would come,

Heal our land,

You'll come, You'll come to us

LORD send revival start with me,

For I am one of unclean lips.

My eyes have seen the King,

Your glory i have glimpsed.

Send revival start with me.

Indeed...send revival to the nations, singapore, schools and famillies...

Amen

R@nDoM FaCT...

2005-12-01T10:52:00.000+08:00

Boo...nothing to say...nothing to blog.

Random Fact#1 - I am a guy
Random Fact#2 - Like to bowl
Random Fact#3 - ChRiStiaN
Random Fact#4 - Has a NokIa 6100
Random Fact#5 - Council Rox!

snorez...okiez...bbyez. Finished tagging

Happy Birthday Matt!!!

2005-10-06T22:06:00.000+08:00

Yea...been a nice bdae so far. And I got birthday presents. Hahaz..so long never blog already. Lazy la...blogging is a chore...hahaz. Only when got nothing to do den will come de. Hahaz...it is not my avenue of destressing, it is only an avenue to air my views now. Peng san...hahaz...supposed to study now budden lazy la. Just now watching TV...can't seem to get off the box now. Watching One Tree Hill and Judging Amy, ok seems quite dumb but I think the story contains alot of interesting facts about life. yeaz...but it is a type of family show. So some people might consider it boringz...snorez..zZZZ

Hahaz...hmmm, it has been a wonderful bdae! Whee...i got a Polaroid camera from Chin Meng, a Pen from Kian Hwee, A Shirt from NWO given by Xavier, Jemima, Qi Xiang, Shi Min, Si Yao. Yeaz...and last but not least a leather wallet by Ching Hui. Hahaz..good harvest...ok la...although this year receive lesser, budden it is the thot thot thot that counts yea! hahaz...and I also know who remembers my bdae...hahaz, i nv bhb this year go ask around tt much! muahahaz!!!

Hmmm....so far wad is happening now? Yeaz...i am attending Cornerstone Church now...and my prelims got good results thanks to God. Ok...maybe good isn't that good to you all, budden it is good enough for me already but i still have to work harder for my 'O's if not i am gonna end up somewhere else. I aiming for VJC, budden also must see la..perhaps there is not where I wanna go.

Things fly, soon i will be graduating out of AHS. So sad...hahaz...alot of things to hold onto in Anglican high school....it is a great school. Though the students always complain about the principals we have...without fail. Alot of things in AHS are worthy of thinking back of...hmmm...end of year coming again. And it is the time of the season when st john training will start again. hahaz...i have promised James to come back and train their team. But dun think i will be of much help also hahaz...i will try my best...whee. Hahaz...wei xuan also coming back...yea! Whee...WATCH OUT!!! lalaz...peng san

Things that i realise as i go along..even though i am not old. The hardest thing to keep and maintain is a frenship.

Drifting...plankwood...sea...away...friends - Annonymous

Thankz Chin Meng for the Polaroid and ur frenship! Yeaz...hahaz. Thankz ming jun for talking to me, hui min,xavier, jem,...bla bla bla. And my LAO PO for being by my side[like real!!!] throughout all this year....hahaz. LAO PO better wake up!!! hahaz...stop sleeping.

I'm Running After You
All Consuming Fire!

Let me be a man like David,

A man after Your own Heart.

Burn in me the Passion for Your Name!

Signing off...PENG SAN!!! hahaz...Titus is cute.

SChOOLZ~!

2005-07-21T22:01:00.000+08:00

Whee...investiture is coming already. It is gonna be ultra cool i suppose,...this year we are inviting guests from other schools to join us in the Student Council Investiture. WooT!...wonderful...yeaz.

Anyway tml is Founder's Day Celebration...and there are many new decorations that are being placed in the school. There are the paintings by the students placed on the walls, the school's six values placed at the linkway, alot of potted plants have also been placed in place to beautify the school. And besides that alot of bible verses have also been placed on the wall. Now it looks mroe like a missionary school already....hahaz. Yea...and one thing about it is that I think that Dr. Boon is very willing to spend money in beautifying the school. Yepz, and she is willing to spend money as long as it is right. For eg. the changing of the PA system at the New Parade Square. Before that it sucked...can't even hear a single thing. And she used the funds to install a new System much better. yepz...

Anyway tml alot of pple will be coming and i am reciting the eagle's creed...hahaz. hmmm...here it goes...

As students of Anglican High,

We aspire towards Holiness and Righteousness

With God's Strength and Help.

We aim to be creative thinkers, life-long learners

and Compassionate leaders.

We uphold integrity and

Show Love and Respect for others.

We will be responsible, disciplined and dedicated
Persevering in all challenges we face.

We shall continue to strive and

Let our Talents Soar.

We value our legacy and

Pledge our Loyalty to our School and Nation.

Yepsz...that is the pledge pledge! Yepz..sorry the creed. Anyway yeaz...Encouragements to everyone. it is gonna be a busy year ahead,....student council members jia you! you all can do it! Whoo~! Yeaz...forever soar on the wings of the eagles...soar high soar TOGETHER!

One Big Day~~!

2005-07-16T21:53:00.000+08:00

One Big Day, the Biggest Youth Event...ok it might not be humoungous...but it is huge alright! Yea manz...arrived at Cornerstone Chuch dunnoz wad time, took the bus which they had chartered, there were so many anglicans on the bus, including pple like Jovan, Zhao Xiang, Wei Kai, Yi Xiu...bla bla bla. yeaz. So we all got onto the bus and arrived at this place called The Odeon which is beside Katong Shopping centre where we gt in. The usherers greeted us and den there was this camera man there taking video, which i think is fed to the main hq. So high class right? dunnoz how rich tt church is lorz...Anyway yea.

So reach there the place looked like a disco...hahaz, cause of the flashing lights and the things. And they have a plasma tv in the wall...so coolz. hahaz..ok they were selling drinks, popcorns, hotdogs and cotton candy and they have this video game machine there, so everything was cool. den we went into the auditorium. First went in, the lights the one at the back looked like a Romanish looking thing? Very nice ...hahaz. And their stage is just WOW! It looked like there was a UN Conference being held there, cause there were so many different country flags being planted there.

Okiez...yea, we started PAW, then went on with the message of the day. By CHRISTOPHER LONG!...woo! My suRnAme One!. Alright he is coolz manz..he started giving out DVDs..just to make our day. hahaz...yea...and then he went on to share about people needing attention from God. And den he quoted the eg. of bartimias from the bible,...which means the son of Timias. or something like tat. Yepz...

anyway jiu shi like tt, after the event ended went to the Katong Shopping Centre with Jonathan cause i thot qi xiang was there. And den we saw....A bowling alley at the highest floor. Alright...surprised to find it there..but it wasn't anything fancy...it looked like something from the 70s bowling alleyz. hahaz. Ok...so we found out he was at the Katong Laksa there. so we went there...when we reached there he finished eating already...urghz..hahaz but never mind. i still ate the laksa with jonathan. it is nice...hahaz. And den we took bus 10 to interchange...yea. Where i bought my hp cover..yea...a nice and eventful day..alright

AmBulANCe AduLT

2005-07-11T21:41:00.000+08:00

Yoyo...been a long time since i last blogged le. Hahaz...paiseh arhz. Hahaz..gee...hmm...recent activities that occured is the St John Ambulance Brigade National Competition! Once again AHSJAB has brought glory back to the school with its outstanding achievements again. The results are as follows...

Nursing Cadet - First Runner Up
Nursing Adult - Second Runner Up
Ambulance Cadet - Champions
Ambulance Adult - Second Runner up.

Ok, the competition was more of a fun thing! Hahaz...quite different from Zone Competition becuase everything is so disorganized at the HQ level. The gals got Air Con and all we get is a dumb hot lousy classroom. Hahaz...and we were sitting around in circles in the waiting room, not a bad way to spend the whole afternoon...which we did mostly sleeping. hahaz...guess that is how boring the wait is. Can wait until ur hair grow white! hahaz. Anywayz besides tt generally the Officers there are nice. There is this room marshall in our room that very friendly one, keep talking to all of us, then will also laugh along and smile along...hahaz..very friendly. Then there are the rest which are very happy and gay and understanding most of the time. Hahaz...of cause got good den will have the bad one. Which is that guy...dunnoz wad is his name. He thinks he running army boot camp, keep shouting and shouting at the competitors and the spectators, totally no manners...hahaz. And some more he shout very drama-mama,...like how jonathan describes it. hahaz...yeaz...anyway we also had a funny steward. His name was Dominic. He is studying at St Patrick's..yeaz..and he is damn funny. And he bears resemblance to someone...cannot remember who. hahaz...yeaz...so coolz!

Ok...anyway the process was like that, we had everything the whole day. Finally time for dinner!. WE went to the Sunplaza Park to have dinner, that place that we had dinner brought back many memories, because when I was in sec2 i remembered going there to dance with my classmates for the audition. We were so hardworking at that time, always spending time with each other to learn the dance. Even in class also dancing. it was so long ago...but still clearly etched in my mind. hahaz...so nostalgic again. Gee...hahaz. Missed the good old times siaz...soemtimes wish time would just go back. GO back to the old days, but holding on is also no point. Should start looking forward to the future already...hahaz

Okiez...anyway i got some taste of how Vodka tasted...not badz...sweet, with the alcohol taste too. Hahaz...but i only took a few sips only, so did not get drunk. AND I DID NOT DRIVE K? hahaz...snorez. Anyway i seldom get to drink booze, or never at all, cause my father can't drink alcohol, causes rashes on him. And i rather he not drink too, cause it is bad for health if drunk in large amounts. Hahaz...okiez...

Hmmm...zzZZZ
Sign off here liaoz..nothign else to say ...hahaz

a TRip tO a FaMoSA~~~

2005-06-15T22:08:00.000+08:00

Gee whiz...once again we stepped foot on malaysian soil. Hahaz...being more experienced in the prices of stuff there so smarter in shopping liaoz.On the way, we set foot at Yong Peng...a favourite pitstop for bypassing vehicles, a place to buy the DVD u were itching for or to buy the chewing gum you were waiting to chew on.

Yea...you guessed it...I am "On My Way Down - Ryan Carbera" to A Famosa with the Student Councillors..yea! Boo~!...Spooked you ehz ? We stopped along the way to eat lunch at a restaurant at Malacca to eat. The buffet was well just normal, but we made alot of noise...muahahaz. So noisy lorz...anyway i almost forgot! I LOST MY RING...while crossing the customs at malaysia..tt stinkin place...urghz..my poor PUB RING. Never mind..when we reached the hotel we went to the conference room to have the Review of the whole year for e whole council and also for the individual committee. Then later on we went to our bunks. First time we went there...it was locked!!! SHOCKED? yea...of cause it is locked u dumbos...hahaz...then we opened the padlock, it opened...then the wooden door...it wouldn't budge...!!! URGHS...obviously a mistaken identity. Anyway did i mention how damned big the place was. It had a whooping 520 hectares land area. OMG...and we were living damned far away from the clubhouse. and not to mention...there are so many bungalows that are built everywhere...they built like nobody's business. They song then just anyhow built one anywhere.

So we reached the bungalow that we owned...and the house keeper came...gave us another set of keys...den switched with somebody...then we went to the new one. On the electricity...on the air con..and den aahz...we checked the coolz place o ut. there is a total of 3 televisions in the whole place. And it is one storey...had an ironing board, a fridge, an iron, a pantry, they had cable tv for the outside. And we were watching the disney channel thru out the camp hahaz. Anyway we den proceeded for dinner which was held at the Golfer's terrace...alright the food was terrific ok..and each meal was buffet. So imagine how big my stomach got. hahaz...dun try. ur brain might explode.

okiez..night games time. It was funny...hahaz..okiez...so tt marks the end of day1.
Day 2...yea finally got ample free time to do something we like...after lunch tt day we went to the water theme park! Whoopie! Yea...it was coolz k...we had fun there!! I went with my didi - chin meng, clinton, sok shin, soo hwee, hui yin, kelly, boon kai, victor, edison, justin, qi xian...+++yea. And den we played the water slide...damn fast and fun...hahaz. Then got some is totally pitch black when u go inside the tunnel de...coolz right ? hahaz...anyway the SLIDE WASN'T AS ROUGH AS MR CHUA HAD DESCRIBED!!! yea...so we played there..and we went to the lazy river and started dunking each other...baptising one another..then we went to the wave pool and play...whoosh..hahaz. And den missed the time for the sec4s meeting...hahaz...never mind. Oh yeah...tt was fun....it was alot of fun spent with them...and it was really coolz with my didi! hahaz...we were like running up the path that leads to the slides and overtake the rest...we will carry our float and then run run run and bump the rest of them out of the way so tat we can go first...hahaz. Very funny..overall i thot that, that was the most memorable event in the whole camp. Anyway later in the night went out to play bowling again at the Cowboy Town...coolz right ? yea i think so too...it was fun. hahaz...yea. But the most memorable was still the WATER THEME PARK!!!

Day 3...we went shopping at City Square..the last time i went there was with the church to shop after the Mt. Ophir trip. The place was still as i had remembered...and it was really RoCks...we found this place that sold alot of cheap stuff...and we bought it. Altogether i bought 3tops and 1 bottom. Anyway i think that the teachers should have given us more shopping time...it was so short we had to rush whilst shopping for the items...hahaz. Hell Yea!!! zZZ...i feel like going Mt. Ophir suddenly again...hmm...any councillors game for it ?Den maybe we can go shopping again at City Square...this time with unlimited time...hahaz...or perhaps a longer time...hahaz. Okiez..snore snore...it is time to sleep...hahaz

Wherever you go, whatever you do, remember your roots and stay loyal - moki89

Ageing...CouGh couGh

2005-05-29T22:28:00.000+08:00

*Cough*cough*...getting old...hahaz. Gee...been thinking lately alot, time seems to have passed very fast since we last took over, thinking about all the activities tt we had together. Another year has passed, but it is finally my turn to say goodbye...experienced two goodbyes, this time it is my turn to say goodbye to council.

All the times spent in council was fun...memories etched in the back of my mind. From the time when the school was still green white and scary...to the pinkish, whitish greenish building now. hahaz...still remember we used to meet at the AVT (old one) when we were in sec1...and i remember sitting at the table outside the AVT, which is the current table placed outside the church to eat...i think that day was initiation day....remembered rotten eggs too. hahaz...anyway that year I was posted to Faith Group. It was coolz k...hahaz..the group got, Cheryl, Cliff, Brynner, Alex, Tiffany, Mei Qi, Juliana, Me, Shi Min, Si Yao, Wei Quan, Jing Ying, Ginny Quek, Aloysius, Carmen Chow...yea that is about it. hmm..let's see, there are altogether, 1..2..3..8 Excos produced from FAITH!

Ok...but sometimes it is really about the environment that you are in, if you came in and your group is like sian sian...i dun think anybody would be high about it bahz. Anyway..yea...my thots have been circling about the topic of council. Hahaz...nvm. dun say le...

Hmmm...holidays are here, O levels coming, SJ Camp coming. But council is going...haiz...so fast..leaving my life le. Wish i could still stay on...but it will never be possible. Hahaz..maybe as alumni...but dun think it will make a diff anyway.

Oh yeh...anyway i watched shutter that day at wen bin house with chin meng, sok shin and jiing huey. That show is freaky lorz..hate it. Oh well...but i hate all scary movies...so too badz. I love comedies, action thriller, adventure, fictional stories...they are more light mooded. Dun like stories that make u sit on the edge of your seat.

Hmmm...training starting le. Dian Fang is good...just that dunnoz...hahaz. Really just dun have the heart to train le...budden also cannot gu fu his hao yi. Some more his training style is really different from other instructors...but even if dun wan go, still must go whether like it or not. But anyway also dun mind training under him...but still too early to say. Budden when trained under him, you won't have the feeling that you are under oppression, he respects your decisions as much as you respect him. Hahaz...boinkz...so must continue training, so that can win the N Comp.

Another flowing thot...i got a hint for all of you...gonna say it once only...watch carefully!!!

I WANT A X BOX 360 for my bDAE thIS yEar!!! or A Panasonic Digital Camera, FZ20...thankie you!!! Go save arhz? hahaz..okiez kiddingz

The Royal Council Eagle - Adventure @ Ubin

2005-05-21T21:05:00.000+08:00

hi...very long time nv blog liaoz. Hahaz...got another event just happened so come and blog to make sure that i remember it. Hahaz...so coolz...we finally ended with the last activity we planned which was the Council Family Day. Yuppz...coolz right? The first day we had night games...dunnoz if it was scary. But i thot the hall station was scary...especially the face inside the coffin. Hahaz...okiez. So that is besides the pt...then after the night games...we had bball match. So horrendous lorz..we were like playing until climax then the police came, and so did mr yeow. hahaz...so horrible.

Actualli mr yeow is never hear anything de, he is only come out and occasionally check on us, you know like here. He said that he could only hear the sound of people playing basketball dun have pple cheering sound. Den he say when he pop his head out, then suddenly can see two policeman walking towards the stadium..hahaz...so end up he chase them. hahaz...then he say. I did not hear them cheer...only heard pple playing bball. Then end up...doinkz...when he say finish that we all cheered...ermz. So wad lorz..hahaz..if we never cheer then the police cannot scold us liaoz. hahaz...

Okiez...then we proceeded to AVT to watch special PPT prepared by si yao. Very funny de...hahaz. Think most people enjoyed it. hahaz...Captain Beardless Jule! Si Yao worked very hard to churn the PPT out on time...hahaz. Actualli i was supposed to do it..but end up i only at 5.00pm then managed to draw the digital pictures out of the network because there is a need for mr lee to be there to assess the pictures or else i not allowed to touch the network...something to do with security. hahaz..so like tt lorz. hahaz...budden this time very coolz...evryone was working together to ensure that evrything will be ok. It was a whole batch effort...see le very happy. den evryone also very bonded, the downside just that somethings did not go as planned. Yea lorz..anyway after that there was movie screening of the show Constantine. hahaz...so funneh. I did not watch...the rest watched only. And they were so cold they asked to switch off all the air con...hahaz.

SECOND DAY...whoosh, Great Adventure begun, our ship was shipwrecked on an Island Ubin. And Captain Beardless Jule has decided to send 4 teams out to search the island and report any findings to the Captn. Orange Pirates [R&E], Scurvy free because they eat Citrus Fruits. Blue Horizon [Welfare], the light of Hope, Purple Fantasy [PA/IT & Functions], good at seeing things in the night, Red Utopia [Publicity], i dunnoz...the Pub heads say can see the meaning online.

Okies...so we set off from meeting point 1. Evrything was fine and happy...and den. Ta-da...i received first call when i was at the Noordin Beach. "hello, mattthew where are You? Felicia is injured?", "You dun have FA Kit mehz" said I. " Our first aid kit got no gauze de...got nthing at all..."...budden they were at Bubut Hut...and i was at the opposite end of them. So i ask them call xavier. den xavier went to their aid...guess wad...then he went with qi xiang. on DOUBLE BIKE. okiez..so tt is slow. And they had NO MAP! So...okiez..finding long enough le. Finally found then treated her. OKiez...so this is so funny..then when he about to go...cheng jun came crashing down...and hit his head. Cheng jUn u better go for MRI if u got vomitting systems,...it means u are suffering from intra-cranial bleeding which is very severe. It will cause death. Anyway...okiez..so i think their injury xavier dunnoz whether got treat or not. Den Boon tiong gave up his single bike to let xavier ride to dorita...cause got another call. So i also received the call for dorita then also chiong there. Then i went...then i got lost i thot! Cause the path is up down up down up down non-stop. Then the gradient some more very steep...almost died. Then when reach the Punai Hut then i treat dorita. Budden i so lousy...did not realise that she might have a fracture. Only thot minor injuries nia. Haish..sorry dorita for your injuries...bu shi we want de. Just that...sorryz... OK so finish treating dorita...we all went back slowly..walk and push our bike. ME Jemima and Muzi pushed our bike all the way back from punai hut to the meeting point 1. hahaz..so coolz right ? anyway jiu shi like that...alot of injuries. and one severe one.

Then we reached the eatery...then we ate. Then we celebrated Chin Meng's (my didi's) BDAE!!! we gave him a surprise...we bought him a WAX CANDLE CAKE and then celebrated. Hahaz...his gift was a swatch watch very coolz de and a billabong bag which Nien Yuan chose. Hahaz..yea lorz. However i did not chip in, in that present...i help to collect, organise and buy only. hahaz...cause i bought my own gift for him. Another billabong wallet. Hahaz...den tt day very tired le. Then i went back school. Then reach school slept in the council room awhile then violet's mother fetched me bak home. Cos we wanted to visit Dorita..end up the father dun allow. So we never go lorz. Then i went to sleep...plonk, then slept liaoz. hahaz...anyway the name of the Adventure was called WA SEH KIU MIA SAI, it means, WA SEH - AMAZING, KIU MIA - Survivor in a way, cause it means Help Live! then Sai means Race! yeah so it is a Amazing Cum Survivor Race!. hahaz...okiez...tt is all..goodnightz

Crowning Glory AHSJAB 4eva...live up the dream

2005-04-13T19:32:00.000+08:00

Yo, finally bothering to blog this entry in. hahaz...recently on 9th April something big happened! What is it ? It is the St John Ambulance Brigade Zone 2 Competition @ HQ! Lately alot of competitions in the school, got SYF. Tml is Dance's SYF, then today was Concert Band's SYF, they got Gold with Honours, hahaz. The pressure is on the other performing arts group liaoz. muahahaz. Anyway yeah back to SJAB Competition.

The day before the competition i think it was 8th April we went over to Professor X house. I reached there around 11.00pm. Hahaz...u noe why? i turned up late to meet jonathan then when i reached Pasir Ris mrt guess who i saw lorz.! Mr Lee Yong Kang! hahaz...yuppz. then we chat for quite long, alot of things arhz. Including the one of Dr. Boon incident during morning assembly. Then later we went to Professor X house lorz. they were watching scary movie...hahaz. And i hate watching scary movie...so in the end i end up closing my eyes and attempted to sleep cause the next day got competition. However is more like taking a nap only...cause later in the night around 3am we went to school to stay overnight. As we dun wanan oversleep, and because will reach school earlier. Hahaz...so like that lorz. In school we ate lunch early around 10am plus like that. then later instructors give us gift. So hypercool...they gave alot of stuff larz. Anyway jiu shi like tat, then a chartered bus fetched us to the Concourse.

This is the exciting part...hahaz. We change le come out...then the seniors see our boots a little bit dirty then all get down to work polish our boots. feel like a king lorz...hahaz...so funny. Then they help us tuck in and help us carry bagz blahz. We like king...hahaz. they are the ones helping us to carry the bags and do this and that. Reach HQ le we reported into the Control Room (a.k.a. Waiting Room). Inside liaoz told to submit FA kit for inspection ( to see if any birdie brought anything extra...), then during that time we chose our Team Number by picking the cards. We got back AA1, which is originally our team number in sch! Then later opening parade, then jiu go back and wait again. borringz...then first up is LONG CASE!

Ok...to those pple who dunnoz what the terms mean...it is this

Case = The time given for you to finish a situation. ( arnd 15minutes for long case)
Yuppz, so jiu shi like that....then we went in got 3 casualties. Dun be surprised larz...hahaz, altogether got 3 casualties and 2 of them are from AHS de! Nvm...that is not the pt...Yuppz...we performed quite well i think. Cause Dr. Patrick Tan very happy with us...anyway the thing is that the other Dr. taking the case( the judge) so horrenodus...very blur de lorz he. Anyway ok...the injuries are heat stroke for John, James or dunnoz waht is Diabetes Mellitus Hypoglycaemia. Hahaz...and the last one is Collar Bone Fractures with abrasions on right palm.

Blah...i hate to talk the whole process. but the main thing is i got to touch a NECK BRACE...hahaz. u noe those stiff neck thingy that u see people wearing especially those that got neck fracture de...hahaz...i got to use it...so ultra cool....hahaz.anyway jiu shi like that. In the night we went to esplanade to eat food tt the senior bought, but we still had to pay money anyway...hahaz. 2dollars per pax...anyway jiu shi like that lorz. Yuppz...then kenna the news of HQ training. Seriously....i dunnoz...hahaz. Nvm...there are other things which keeps cutting into my mind...somethings which i choose not to say. but i think that things are not going well. Hahaz...haiz...dunnoz what to do...hahaz..bbyez...signing off...with a glum=[

Island of HopEz

2005-03-11T22:58:00.000+08:00

Friday, 11th March 2005, 10:58pm in the night. News came, the little island i sought for was crushed upon by a mini tsunami wave that made the island crumble. Pieces of the island are now floating away from me. The beatiful picture painted of that island in my mind is now shattered into millions of pieces. All slowly etching away from my memory...

what am i to do? I tried recollecting this pieces, but it just keeps getting further and further~. I held on to a string. A single thread, a thread that I had hoped would bring me to this island. But nevertheless, the thread failed me. I had barely reached the Island called hope when the thread i held on snapped. It was not because the thread was not thick enough, it is because, the thread was of low calibre.

Time flies, people change. The only remnants left on the island are but a few. This are those that still hold on to the Island of Hope. Those who stand by firmly on the soil of 'Hope Island', this are the people who trust in it, to bring it hope. Devastation though great, cannot make a man with hope fall. These men will rise up to the occasion and stand firm and bring forth the works of the Nation's Island. It will bring hope back into the eyes of those who have lost it, reinstate the people. Empower people and hold unto the unwavering Rays of hope. Which is always there for those who need it. Continue to hold on to the torch, for it contains the passion of the Island. No matter what perils and dangers faces this Burning Blinding Ray of Hope, nothing will be able to douse it. For there will always be those who stand firm and come to the aid of the Rays of Hope in faith, loyalty, passion and love.

The Island of hope will continue to Go On...no matter what the Disasters are, we will look forth to the days ahead~!

New Chat bOx

2005-03-09T22:20:00.000+08:00

Grrr...dunnoz how to use. Hahaz...i am so dumb. Forgot about the html that i once studied. hahaz...nevermind. So exciting, council is going pulau ubin part of an excursion of our Council 'Family' Day. hahaz...we are going there to do something exciting sia. hahaz...then coming back singapore to stay overnight. It will definitely be fun! muahaha...will keep u all updated. Going to recce the place withe SMEXCOs on this coming Saturday. Hahaz...will tell u what happen on the actual day de k ? hahaz...=]

AGinG mE...

2005-03-01T22:55:00.000+08:00

Chinese New Year Eve...~!

2005-02-08T16:49:00.000+08:00

After 3 rehearsals, today was finally the day of truth. The day of performance liaoz, quite exciting...budden not much happened. Think i did still ok bahz. haiz...gtg le...bbyez. haiz...things happen..hmm. Someday bahz...wait for the day to come. Wait for the time to come...

Chinese New Year~!!!

2005-01-21T10:06:00.000+08:00

Chinese New Year coming around the corner liaoz worh, hahaz. But this year like very different like that, dun have the atmosphere of CNY yet. Budden maybe because haven't exactly reach that date yet. Yea...this year i am performing in the CNY performance as a dancer again. Like last year de dance like that...last year i also got dance for chinese new year. THis year dance again. Hahaz...so coolz. This time dancing will have the original cast plus teachers - MR Chua and Ms. Sng and also Violet, Ming Wei, Chin Ann, Mei Xin.

Actualli been thinking alot this few days...keep suddenly feel very sad. Cause i dun seem to have much good frens arnd me. Then i think that in the future how...when i grow up, go to work, go overseas. Then who'll i rely on, who'll be my good frens who'll i go out with. THen i dunnoz...maybe i thinking too much now bahz. BUt after all this is the final year in Anglican High le. Time seems to fly so fast, from the past where the hall block had paintings in that corner with chairs for studying to a time whereby it is replaced by a linkway, from the trees in between the blocks and the wooden chairs and tables placed in the middle to only a block standing. From the time that we still had exercise books with Squares de to books with lines only now, from the time that the air con hall used to be smaller and had a billiard room to a bigger one without the billiard room, from the time that the Homec block is at the CO room there to its new location in the sciences block, from the time that linkways were still available in shades of blue white and green to a linkway which is made of concrete, and from the time that the <> was still present to a time where it is replaced with classrooms, from the time that the old parade square used to be rough and jagged to a smooth new territory. From the time that there used to be air con classes in class, from the AVT that is in the old block to the new GonG yi Lou, From the time that the field had big patches of bald area to lush greenery, from the time that we did stretcher in a narrow staircase to the time where the staircase are broader. From the time where council room was smaller till today's size. From the time that the principal was mr.moo to mR wang and then finally Dr.Boon. From the time that the pE shorts were elastic all arnd to cloth type and finally to today's type that has a pocket. From the time pe shirts had the eagles on the collar to the type without and then now the new design. From the time the school had only 5uniform groups to now having 7uniform groups. From the time that there was still air rifle to the time that there was no air rifle.

To think back, there have been so many changes to Anglican High school, so many different things implemented so many different things removed. Things in life change too bahz...they change fast. Within my four years in AHS, so many things have occurred le. hahaz~!. Really, to think about the fact that I had used before the old buildings facillities, it is so funny. hahaz...the school has changed alot. So had evryone...we have developed ourselves le...hahaz

Hmmm...haiz. Nvm, life is Good. Must enjoy, hahaz. Very soon gonna hand over council le, dun feel like handing over, budden still must. Haiz...council is soo fun. To imagine that time had flown so fast we are going to be leaving soon liaoz. So soon....hahaz. No more camps anymore, except for work plan camp. Which isn't gonna be organised by us...hahaz. Council ROx...boing. Yuppz...anyway the council room gonna have AIR CON liaoz...yea!!! hahaz...nvm

Anyway I'll be inviting pple over to my house to play on the 4th Day of Chinese New Year. So come k pple ??? Yuppz...that is all. Anyway going off liaoz. Got outing with my exco and SMs, together we are called Smexcos u noe ?? RoCkz!!!...hahaz..ok. Going out with them liaoz...=P Tag until here le...bbyez

FiNaLLy~!

2005-01-14T13:44:00.000+08:00

YoZ yoz, hao jiu never update liaoz. paiseh. Aiyoz, all of you all so bad de...nv tag me. So sian, always come up then see the same updates. hahaz...so u all must come and tag me more often k ??? Then i will update more. hahaz...anyway this is the new year liaoz. Psst...not doing school work now...i updating this from school...hahaz. So funny...i in computer lab now, the Autumn Symphony room, supposed to do CME stuff, but then decided to update blog because bo liaoz.

New year come liaoz..alot of things happened during the time that i did not update. Hahaz...the Orientation was over...the orientation was so fun. The secondary 1s and the councillors are all so enthuse in the Orientation. Budden something really bad happened lorz, hahaz, the Tsunami. Haiz...so many pple died. Some more occured on boxing day. But anyway the Orientation still had to continue. Yuppz...ok.

In the new year arhz...quite sian also. Nothing much exciting...just that tml got meeting. Quite bad de....budden is for the improvement of our Student Council marz...so of cause never mind. Anyway on New Year eve, me, chin meng, wen bin, victor, xavier, qi xiang, si yao, denise, sin hwee, Aloysius, edison came later...jeremy, Chermain, Crystal, yong sheng, VIOLET TOH....hahaz...blahz. etc...Yuppz. we had a BBQ in school....the rest of them were playing soccer when i started fire lorz..kiam pa. Budden who cares. Yuppz,...then later call Mr CHua come...then he came with one tub of ice cream only lorz. SOme more is the small small type de...hahaz. Nvm...then we eat lorz. Then mr chua was trying to look for his Handsome face in the Photo Mosaic. Hahaz...i managed to find the picture that i took. hahaz...

Anyway, jiu shi like that...then we hear Aloysius tell us Ghost Stories...his real life experience de. Hahaz...then later i went to Wen Bin house with my DiDi, then we stayed overnight there. Then when we woke up in the morning, we went to the Block 123 hawker center to eat PRATA. Yuppz...then later we went to wen butt house to play X Box...dunnoz what Dungeons something de. It is damn coolz lorz...whack whack whack. hahaz...nvm.

Yuppz...that is all i think. Hahaz...report completed. Yuppz...the teacher is nagging now. Sianz...hahaz. THen she talking about the Tsunami. asking us whether we wanna do normal CIP or to go to Tsunami Affected areas to help to rebuild the houses. Yuppz...coolz arhz??? Boing Boing....ok there is nothing le. Hahaz...my chinese compo still haven't done yet. hahaz...Council ROCkz...hahaz... St John too. Boing...ok. Time to go le..or else horz...later cannot save. THen she will scold sia...hahaz. Anyway this computer is so lagggin makes me wanna kill it. hahaz

FaiTh YuE Jing Shan

2004-12-09T10:16:00.000+08:00

YoZ Yoz people, i just came back from Ophir and reached Singapore at close to midnight yesterday. Wassup manz...for the past few days that i have been absent i was at the Gunung Ledang Resort, it is the resort close to the Gunung Ledang Trail, which is also known as Mount Ophir to many in Singapore. The name of the camp i attended is called...Faith 越金山. RoCkz right ???

Ok, here is the part. On Sunday after service, I and my church frens began our journey to Mt Ophir Resort. We went there by bus larz...on the way our first stop was the Yong Peng Lucky Restaurant. The food served there still can larz...anyway it is there that we found a souvenir shop to buy stuff for our frens. Anyway i saw a portable mahjong set there...hahaz. Nvm...anyway the thing is that after eating we continued our journey on to the chalet. Ok...so i was sleeping..then finally reached le. Yuppz...budden our room is so sucky. Firstly, there is something wrong with the telefone, then some more horz...the air con cannot adjust de lorz..is so damned hot. Then horz...the room service also like shit larz...call them so many times the house keeper also haven't arrive de...you know ??? FIRST DAY over...

Next day, mountain climbing day, we were supposed to reach the restaurant at 6.00am for our breakfast, then at 7.30 or 7.00am we set off for ophir le. We had rangers to bring us in. There were about 5 of them, and all of them smoke larz...so stinky. Yuppz...anyway we were also given our ration packs. Inside got one bread, one mentos, one bottle of 1.5l bottle, one can of 100plus, I bar of chocolate, 1 apple and a packet of biscuits. Yuppz...ok so we started climbing. At first it was just a flight of steps up, u noe those rock cut de. OK yuppz...then later climb until the top of the Puteri Falls there. There is the starting of the Gunung Ledang Trail only lehz..wah lan ehz...hahaz. climb so long le then tell us that is the starting nia...hahaz. nvm...then we rested there, then pple take pictures...then like that lorz. Ok so we entered the trail next and started walking in the forest. Yuppz..the steps upwards are usually tree trunks tt we can walk on larz. Like those in bukit timah nature reserve. Only that it might be smaller and more steep then the others. Ok...so we go and went on walking. Then finally, we reached the Check Point 4 arhz. hahaz...then there we were given 50min to decided whether we still wanna continue or wanna backtrack. Of cause none backed out larz...hahaz. Yuppz so we continued from there. Yupppz after check point 4 is the KFC liaoz. KFC is not the kentucky fried chicken lehz...is Killing Feeling Course i think. hahaz. Yuppz...cause the steps are even steeper then before, then is like 45degrees upwards climb up lehz...then some more hor, the whole course is like that lorz. Yuppz...and guess what it is 1km long to climb larz...hahaz. So yuppz...but i heng heng never die larz. And cause i helping small kids up in the mean time, so i wasn't feeling so concentrated on how badz it is and how tired my leg muscles are and how anaerobic respiration had taken place. hahaz. OK...so blah. The rest of the journey was just like that. But i slipped a few times arhz. Anyway on the way that time, Qi Xiang and Isaiah both got leeched. Hahaz...anyway Qi Xiang got so much cramps. So poor thing...climb mountain kenna crampz so many times.

Oh yeah, i remember something, at check point 7, it was damned cold larz...evryone was freezing then the wind some more so strong worh...then damned cold sia. Anyway down there we found a damn big Millipede larz...it was like the length of a ruler and half ??? perhaps?? I dunnoz then its width is arnd 1 cm like tt lorz. Wahz...fatty worm. Hahaz...ok. Anyway after check point 7 is 8 which is the last checkpoint which is the summit le. When i reached the summit the wind was also strong lorz...damn cold some more... I had to hide behind big pple so that i can keep warm. anyway dun say i dumb larz...hahaz. I brought a jacket up with me unto the mountain, budden i see Zi Heng's mummy cold so i give her my jacket...hahaz. so nice right ??? hahaz...then on the mountain the jacket become zi heng wear...cause he feel cold. Hahaz....so funny. nvm...anyway even go down also ma fan arhz. we had to make our way to a station opposite the summit there...then down there we sat a van all the way back to the resort. And it was like one hour larz...my ass almost spoiled. Some more the van got no suspension like tt de...then the path is so rough...then keep bouncing and bouncing...some more i hit my head lorz...no fair...hahaz.

The driver driving also must be crazy de larz...hahaz..when he finally reached the main road the one that can walk smoothly de, he floored the accelerator lorz...he was liked driving so fast, i think is definitely more then 120km/h de lorz...is like damn fast. Hahaz...budden nvm larz. So rocks

Alright so after that we were all tired like wad then we went to sleep le. Hahaz...ok then blah blah blah. Third day, woke up late, missed breakfast sia...cause all of us cannot wake up. Or more like i wake pple up, pple dun wanna wake up. Isaiah...=P hahaz...nvm. anyway jiu shi like tt larz. Then we had to go to the place there got one canteen or cafeteria there to eat fried bee hoon cooked by yalams...yupp. Quite nice to eat larz...but it was 3.50RM larz...hahaz. Waste my money...hahaz. Ok so after that we had PAW and our talk. After all those we started visiting farms. So boringz...there was the Palm Plantation..they showed us how they harvest the fruits. Then later is the zoo where we saw the ostrich, then after tt we finally went for the fruit buffet. Not bad larz..tasted somethign called the Bread Fruit. quite nice to eat some more...hahaz. Ok so after that we finally returned back to hotel, then i slept awhile in my room. Then later because the aircon too hot then i went out then went to the fountain, which is the puteri falls. then is like climb the thing again. it was 25min to get up there. Budden once reach there was quite a treat lorz..the water is damn refreshing...yuppz
then i slide on the rocks into the water...natural slide. Very fun...hahaz...yuppz. Lucky got no leeches arhz...heng arhz. Hahaz...all in all it was a enjoyable experience.

Last day not much things to say larz...except that because the stupid company actualli say hao wanna go shopping de, then end up nv go....what the toots lorz. Then in the end i went with other pple to go to Johor Bahru and shop by ourselves. We alighted near the customs, then we took our own luggage then went to City Square to shop by ourselves. The place is damned cool manz...hahaz. Yuppz...we shopped all the way until 7, coolz right??? Not restricted by time then slowly shop...hahaz. But i did not buy any clothes larz...i bought two pirated VCDs, 4 Games and my shoes and sandals. Yuppz then after tt we went to the Taman Seri Trabau to eat seafood. I think that is what the place is called. Anyway yuppz, we went there to eat seafood. The prawn is very big. At first when i saw it I was like shocked lorz. Anyway there de Sugar Cane juice is very big cup de lehz. They got 3different sizes, Small, medium, big. The big one is really big. iS liek the height of my head like tt le lorz...then the base is also very big. It is even bigger then a beer mug in singapore. Yupp...coolz. then after tt we proceeded back home. by the time i reached home it was around midnight liaoz. THen my father still stayed up to wait for me...so nice...hahaz

ok that is all...seemed to talk too much...bye peeps. =P

BaDz HAiRz DAy

2004-12-04T21:50:00.000+08:00

Today was a bloody F***ing day. Nvm...suan le.

Anyway tml i am going to Malaysia with my church le. We are going to Ophir which is in Johor Bahru to have our Church Leisure Camp there.

Anyway let me update you on the past few days that i have not been blogging first. Firstly, the first event that happened was the Graduation Night that occurred on 30th November 2004. It was roCkS RoCks babE~~!.

On 30th November, I met the rest of the councillors at 1.30pm in school to go to the four seasons hotel to prepare. Before we went, we had to manually carry the stuff up on to the bus. and it was like so many of it lorz. The door gift quite heavy lorz...hahaz. nvm...then when we reach the hotel. bad news lorz, the bus could not enter the hotel cause of its size. hahaz...so we all had to carry the stuff down the bus by ourselves again. Then we though it is so far away from the main entrance, so we went to the hotel and asked for help in transporting our things. All those door gifts and banners and stuff.

Ok, so everything was done and we carried it into the ballroom. Then later i went to the Dayroom that they had provided for us. The room is so damned cool lorz...the curtains are at your command when u push the button. U can close or open it with a button. Then the personal toilet also very chio lorz...it is like...just so posh manz. Ok that is the room only..then of cause later need to return back to the ballroom to prepare for my dance and practice marz.

Then on the way i urgent then needed to go to the toilet...then i found one. That one also damn posh lorz..walk in then can see a glass cabinet with China inside...turn to ur right and u walk into the toilet. To your left is a floor length mirror covering the whole wall with wooden partitions in between. In front of you is the washing hands area. The taps are painted gold or perhaps gold plated, and then two knobs also gold-plated. One is for warm water and the other for cold water. THe soap container is rooted unto the counter and is blue in color with a white dispenser. after finish washing ur hand, there are towels or serviettes to choose from. after using u can throw it into a big basket meant for the towels, u go in, the toilet doors are those with louvres, and it full length...from the floor to ceiling. In the toilet, the toilet paper dispenser is gold in color too, and there are two of them. The floor is made of marble in the toilet. The urinals are common. Nothing special. Yuppz...then i washed my hand...then i cleaned with towel. Cause looks more coolz.

Ok so back to the ballroom i go...so boringz. The guyz was helping us to put on the banner for the graduation night. Including the sponsorship banner...anyway a very good experience. It is like the hotel personnels just provide you with whatever u need or want...they will not hesitate to help you in carrying out tasks or anything else. Yuppz...so then like that lorz. I was helping out at the counter..then listen awhile into the entertainment co. part...cause i am also involved. Then like that lorz.

By that time...the Kings and queens started streaming in for the event. Yuppz...all of them were dressed until damn chio de. And some more damn grand...especially elicia lorz. She came in tt time i was like look..then i was like who is she...then on closer look then found out it was elicia. Hahaz...nvm.

When the guest started to swell in numbers, they started taking photographs...keep taking and taking. Then also got free flow of drinks...not bad larz..hahaz. Anyway ok so the emcee started asking the pple to go in...and we had to do the job of chasing them in too..cause they were like so slow. Hahaz...nvm

Later, i went in then did my thing which is the dance larz. So exciting larz...budden luckily got alot of smoke then cannot see whether i do wrong or not...hahaz. Jiu shi like tt only lorz...sianed...

Then horz...after my dance dunno when...den i teach my didi who is also there how to play the piano. hahaz...as in teach the only song i noe...hahaz. And i was drinking orange at tt time. hahaz...the hotel so nice horz ??? Provide free flow drinks for so long some more.

Aiya..then when evrything ended, they had disco. I only danced for a while..but i must say the dj was damned pro. he mix songs damn well lorz. Pro like wad like tt...hahaz. nvm...ok that is all for grad night. Then after grad night i had my Godsby camp.

The shirt for the Godsby camp is damned cool. During the camp was fun and learnt alot of things...yuppzz....ok that is all for today and tonight...cya

pO LaN WaN

2004-11-25T21:52:00.000+08:00

Yo yo, i am reading a new comic today. There are only 6books to it. I like such short comics, cause i dun need to spend so much money on them. U noe horz...the stupid one piece dunnoz how expensive de lorz. Made me spend so much money on it...hahaz. but then it is well worth larz...budden got some cheapo pple wanna borrow...dunnoz who lorz. Hahaz..perhaps i should charge that person money for reading. Nvm...dotz... Anyway the name of the new book is called <>. Yuppz...quite a funny story. hahaz.

Anyway today i went with Si Yao to go to Sim Lim Sq to go and buy stuff for the Grad Night de Door gift. Yuppz...so stress lorz. we have to finish burning 300Cds lehz, print finish 300labels..and stomp finish them by tuesday lehz. hahaz..nvm. Dotz...lalaz.

Yesterday, i went to East Coast Park after SJAB. My previous class 2C had a bbq there. Then so damned funny. Hahaz..it was raining lorz, then we were like all so sad. Budden we still went ahead to start the fire in the rain. Hahaz..we took umbrellas then held over the bbq pit then build the fire. Guess who build the fire de ??? Me lorz...anyway horz. Very good larz..heaven zhu us Eye. When i finished starting fire, as in u noe set up le. Then the rain stopped. Hahaz...then later in the night we went to play bowling. Hahaz...i scored 125,...budden later my score just kept slipping. Gee...really losing touch le. Horrendous de lorz...nvm.

Hmmm...nothing much happened larz. Just that this few days i also a little bit sad. Sad that next year i sec4 le. Budden like not much frens...as in close frens lorz. Then feel very sad...then besides that also did not spend much time with my current close frens and my best fren too. Haiz...anyway life is the way it is now. Must enjoy it while i still in sec school. Shudder to think what it would be like when i become an adult. So fast le...another three more years then in NS liaoz.

Hahaz...anyway i am playing maplestory!!! Add me, i am NINGJAMOKI or MARIOMOKI hahaz. yuppz,...must add k. Or else i KILL U ALL. hahaz..nvm. Take carez pple...signing off here...feeling sad. btw tml is farewell for SJAB...hope i can finish learning the dance tml. lalaz...jia you bahz!!!

wElFarE ChAlEt~~

2004-11-19T19:01:00.000+08:00

Signing in to give a last blog update b4 i go for Welfare chalet. Hahaz...rox. Hmmm, today very interesting happen. Me and my frens walking past the trophy when suddenly got big wind then blow one of the glass panels of the trophy cabinet, then it shattered. As in some parts of it, so freaky lorz. Is like just walking walking then suddenly the thing just broke.

Hmmm...dunnoz what we gonna do at the chalet later. Hope it is fun, yuppz. Hahaz...pple will ask whyz i go right ??? Because i am part time welfare also..hahaz. Cool right ??? nvm...lalaz. Anyway today 'O' Levels end for my sister, then now she can start to slack liaoz. So good...hahaz. Think she will get good results for sure de...cause she is smart lorz. hahaz...nvm.

Anyway I am meeting the others at 8.30pm at the Pasir Ris MRT Station. So i got to go and pack liaoz...still haven't pack for it yet lorz...so slack. hahaz...hmm. many more other things to do after the chalet. Anyway after the chalet which is 22nd dun sms me anymore. Cause i think my phone will get confiscated liaoz..cause overused again. My handphone bill was 135dollars lorz...pro right ??? Horrendous de...nvm. SmS i Sent 1600++, then phone calls altogether total up to 51dollars++. Hmmm...hahaz

By the way, dun miss me!!! =X hahaz...so bhb. Anyway SAMUEL LEE and TENG SER MIN & Gang...still owe me my bDAE prEseNT...hahaz. ReMeMber!!! LalZ...signing off here...cya. Take carez peepz...=]

LoTSa PoSteRs aNd bRoChuReS~~!!

2004-11-18T22:40:00.000+08:00

Boo~! wassup wassup wassup. Today was so funny lorz...i was late for st john. Dunnoz whyz, but lately i dun seem to be paying attention to being on time. Always late for meetings this and that. So irresponsible, so if see me must remind me to be early...dun be LATE!!! hahaz.

Anyway, tml is going to be a good day. Tml morning first thing to do is to practice my squad dance. Then see others de rehearsal. So interesting...farewell coming le. So evrybody must jia you, to perform the last performance for our previous batch de NCOs. So what de, i not only have to learn squad dance, also need to learn the dance for the Graduation Night lehz. Die le larz....hahaz. Some more my leg de injury i think working up again lehz...then will pain de. Besides that horz..the dates of the two events are only like four days apart. Not to mention that after that horz, straight after grad night is church camp le. Then after that one day break but cannot even break, still must go for Council Farewell. Hahaz...then after council farewell is the Mt. Ophir Trip with church. Wahz...think i gonna be exhausted manz.

lalaz...feeling bored...anyway just now horz damn rox lorz...I just now after cca, i went to collect something from my didi!!! He have Robotics competition in the Singapore Motorshow in Suntec City marz. Then he go there and help me take alot of posters and brochures on cars lehz. So nice of him lorz...he RoCkz~! Hahaz...hmmm...there is even a water bottle.

Anyway da jia must jia you for our individual roles k ??? Must perform well well~!!!!

NaRuTo~~

2004-11-17T23:47:00.000+08:00

yo yo, i am using naruto template now. iT iS so CooL loRz...hahaz. nVm...NaruTo roCks, anyway GrAd NiGhT ComInG le, so FAst..hahaz. Never mind...mock competition also coming. aC2 muSt Jia You k ??? HahAz..nvm.

Boo~!

2004-11-12T21:27:00.000+08:00

Yozzie, first time writing here lehz...So interesting lehz. Nvm...anyway decided to change bloggie address, dunnoz whyz...maybe because wanna change interface. Dunnoz..haven't decide which blog to use first...hahaz